Hiding

I think it's time I go into hiding again. I find myself ruining/diminishing my life and those around me. I need to stop doing so. I need to go away. I also need to make sure I don't end up hurting myself along the way. Considering how I feel and my emotional state, that could be a very real possibility in the future. I can and will take care of myself. I am not someone else's responsibility.

Just realized a major issue. Last year, when something happened, I could walk down to see Malcolm or he'd come to me. What would I do this year?