Pain

On my way home tonight, I was upset again. It started out as just mild resentment with high speeds, soon brooding anger with the consideration of running into the moving train, then yelling in pain, and finally wailing in a way I have never done before. Wailing in anger, sadness, worthlessness, and the deepest emotional pain. I couldn't stop, but kept driving anyway. I didn't stop until half an hour after my mom came to comfort me. I am lost and hurt right now. The wailing may have stopped for now, but I can still feel and hear it.