Okay...

I'm not sure why Rachel felt the need to contact me yesterday. Who knows. I'm glad she's happy that I've found someone good for me and she's done the same. It was really awkward though when I kept closing out the box thinking she was done and then it kept popping up. Oh well.

I missed being happy and allowing myself to be. I could get used to this again. Never again will I take a vacation from being happy. I will be more aware of the people I associate myself with and how they affect me. Friends are good. Family is good. Lying to oneself is not.