Tomorrow, Katie moves back to Cincinnati. I knew this would happen and as my parents asked me, I wonder why I can't just find a girlfriend who lives near me.
I'm very excited that Rachel got into her program. She's going to do a great job. However, finding out she may have cancer certainly put a damper on my night. As much as I'd love to be emotionally disconnected from her, I still care an awful lot. I hope everything comes out perfect and she doesn't have cancer or have to deal with any pain. She's still a wonderful person and only deserves the best. Secretly, I kind of miss her.
I almost cut my foot off with an axe a couple days ago. Luckily I didn't and I just have a cut and probably a broken bone. I hope it heals in time for the frisbee tournament next weekend. My mother was thrilled to see and hear that when she came down yesterday on her way to her "Sisters' Weekend" in Nashville. It's been nice seeing my family more.
I believe that I like the way things are going. I will do all I can in my month off before the fall semester to prepare myself to succeed. As always, nothing will come easy and I need to be ready for that.
I realized last night that I don't really look into the future that much anymore. I can't. I don't know why, but I lost the ability to do so. I now realize each day is a battle and I can't really take anything for granted. I don't know how things will turn out. I have no idea. I suppose I always loved a good surprise.
I am sorry for the response you got from me earlier. Secretly, I kind of miss you too. I think about you quite often when I'm driving around. But the fact that we miss each other keeps me away.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry Katie is moving away. I wish you could find a girlfriend that lived near you too. I again, have the same issue. So, we are in the same lonely long distance situation.
I'm glad you are seeing your family more. I'm sure that is helping you greatly. I know how much you love them :)