Monday, July 6, 2009

To Beard or Not To Beard...

Ahhhhhh! Decision! I hate being torn like this. I have my loyalties to both. Sure, I'd love to do the drag show again. But I also love my beard. I could do it with my beard and be a bag lady, but it's just not the same. Drat.

In other news, them hos will be hos. Can't change that.

I realized that I lived a fairly laid-back couple of decades to start my life, then I lost that. I'm getting that back. I need to. I started taking life too seriously and got locked up in the wrong kind of things in most aspects of my life. Starting today, I take control. I maintain the maturity I have, but will laugh more, live more, and make my own experiences. As far as I know, I live once. It's my life, my existence. I'm done sharing it, dedicating it, wasting it. That was a mistake. No more.
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4 comments:

  1. RachelJuly 7, 2009 at 2:24 AM

    ouch.

    but good luck :)

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  2. PatrickJuly 7, 2009 at 2:46 AM

    What?

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  3. RachelJuly 7, 2009 at 9:20 AM

    "it was a mistake"

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  4. PatrickJuly 7, 2009 at 11:04 AM

    I put myself on cruise control in all aspects of life but us. And with us, I tried to micromanage everything, which isn't like me at all. So yes, that was a mistake. I unknowingly undermined myself.

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