Philosophy

Today has proven true that nothing is permanent. This weekend with Rachel was beyond special. We were with each other for all but a total of 6 hours. Then I broke down and ruined almost everything we had worked towards. I hate my life and it shows. I am emotionally destroyed. Every time I start to open up, I get burned. I give and give for nothing. This time has been no different. Rachel knows my need for privacy and is now telling Lucas about my issues. I'm done telling her anything for awhile. My trust has been betrayed and I am once again hurt.