Worthless

Today I truly feel worthless. Nobody notices anything. Everyone is so self-absorbed and concerned with serving themselves and their wants. Rachel didn't ask how I was feeling, left a half-hearted voicemail, and didn't bother to leave me anything else. She doesn't need me and I should just accept that. She may love me, but she sure doesn't need me. I'll leave her alone until she asks for me back. I feel like I don't matter. As though I'm being used all the time. Few seem to give a shit about me as a person. Everyone is so cold and shut off. I hate this.