Fun?

I feel everything is going my way, that I can successfully do anything. I am filled with happiness and a carefree attitude I have been lacking for some time. It's amazing what realizing freedom can do for an individual. I am capable of anything I want to do. I will finish school this year with excellent grades. I don't have a problem that can't be solved or that can only be helped by Rachel. That was wildly unfair of me to think that. I now realize I did that because I wanted her to feel needed and wanted. There were so many other ways I could have done that which would have advanced our relationship. Just something to remember next time I decide to date. Although I realized how incredibly happy I could be as a single father raising a foster child today. We'll see. The future is a long way away, so I will cherish the present.