Not certain

Today I will turn what is a sour situation into a positive one. Rachel has given up on me and us. This is no longer her problem. Instead of thinking over how miserable this is, I will try and continue onward. I am clearly a thing of the past for her now and I will act as such. This is not some sort of revenge where maybe she'll miss me. More giving what has been asked for. It will remain to be incredibly difficult for me, but it is a small sacrifice to give Rachel what she wants. Love is never easy, but always worth it. Supposedly.