Decision

Wonderment aside, I realize that I cannot turn nothing into something. This is a chronic issue I have and now is a great time to stop doing so. Wasting time and effort is not okay anymore. Things are what they are and I need to see them as such. Illusions of grandeur will not suffice. While nothing is black and white, I have plenty of room to get rid of the grey. Grey is depressing. I don't need anymore depressing than what I already have. Shape up or ship out? Something like that.