Then, I'm doing really well with Rachel and her being with other guys. Then what was "feel asleep at the apartment" becomes "spent the night with him". I need honesty. I want to be able to fully trust Rachel. I want to be there for her. I don't need to be protected. That hurts more than her spending the night with another guy. Just not by much. Then I called to make sure that she understood what I was saying and she didn't pick up. Who knows.
To de-stress, I went to go play guitar. It was going fairly well until I decide to head back. I picked up my case and it fell. Luckily the handle remained in my hand. So now my nice guitar case is broken. And I'm out of Arrested Development to watch. One of the things keeping me busy.
Frankly, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying. I know that. Everything just seems to be for naught. Guess I'll just wait this out to see what happens.
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