Interesting...

I find myself meandering through life. I am very antisocial lately. I went over to Snu tonight to get some papers I needed to finish a class and ended up staying there all night. I had an alright time up until the end when I got to sit and talk with one of the new guys, Mr. Josh Slusher. Despite his being upset with me for blowing our date to go see Up, we had an excellent conversation on the porch over hookah. These are the kind of interactions I yearn for. Sitting, talking, sharing ideas, learning about each other. Why this can't happen to me more often, I don't know. But perhaps this will dissuade me from becoming a hermit as I have been contemplating lately. In three days, I have left the house four times. I am lame, but getting massive amounts of work done. I'm miserable while doing it, but it needs to be done. I finally seem to be getting my confidence back in my writing. I hope that stays. I hope things work out for me and I can shake this soon. Getting through this rough patch is very important to me. I need to know that I can do this. I need to know I have the strength. I need to know I'm not always alone.