Goodbye

The time has come to part ways. It's been a good run. Three years more or less. It's just that after the way yesterday went, things clearly aren't the same. She's been great to me, for sure, but I can't keep doing this. It's a lot of work. And I don't usually mind as, historically, it's been worth it. But this is it. Despite this being a very recent decision, I've already started looking around again. I do feel wrong for doing so, but I can't help it. I feel like this is something anyone would do. No sense in wallowing around. Mourning is good and healthy, but I have too much to do for that. Last night with the new one was good. Today is looking to be much the same. So it's official now. I will try to piece everything back together. I don't want to hold on, but I must. Sentimentality always gets the best of me. But frankly, things are pretty much over. I love you and will miss you. I've talked to a lot of my friends about it and they all agree. This just isn't worth saving. There are so many more fish in the sea. That's not even including oceans. So, goodbye. Thank you for everything Goldilocks.